...live a Good life my friend but, seriously do you think you're ALIVE?

I always see to it that every night before and as i go to sleep i evaluate myself recalling the things that i did through the day.

And as I did ponder my less than 24 hour endeavor i make sure that there's something new added in my life, and i'm not talking about material possessions, well, a little maybe but it's not the point why i'm doing it every night. Like learning a new word, a new thing and skill, added a new button in my collection or owned a new book, met a new person to befriend..Its just that there is this feeling, hunger (or thirst as the case maybe) inside of me that needs to be fulfilled. I don't care if that makes me want more out of life. It's just that i got this fear that i'm running out of time and who knows well God forbid if i may say that tomorrow would no longer come and that i have to maximize the day given to me, not just to explore new things or pleasure my lifestyle but to do good as well..Anyway, What's wrong with improving oneself? Didn't they tell us to make the most out life? and let's not forget the Italian proverb Vive Bene, spesso l'amore, di risata molto. There are things that is out of our control, even science is advancing rapidly each day, Technology changing the phases of our daily living so why not join the hype and ride the progress? It may sound that the person doing this blog has a short time to live but that's just me cause as far as my medical says i'm pretty healthy though maybe it is only in our perspective how we deal in life thus defining how we live or if we really have live enough to earn our worth of our own existence.

....at least we tried

if all things should end, marriage is not one of them thus the famous marriage liturgy "til death do us part", but what if the passion had wear off, what if the relationship has become a prison each partner want to escape..well if you ask me too, i don't know the answer because i'm still not married and even if i do it'll be too long to discuss. Yet, there's a thing or two that i do know why a relationship comes to an end. And that is when you ask yourself What did I do that makes this relationship fail? and the worse  answer you could possibly reply is admitting NOTHING. You did nothing to save a once live-happily-ever-after story. Just like the fairy tale huh?! And even if you answer must have been SOMETHINGs you did that could be the reason why either way you're still parting ways before anyone or each one of you looses your dignity and become unsure of who you really are before you knew each other and after you break each others heart.